The Pain You Bear
The pain you bear in your heart you can’t say
You can’t say not because you don’t want to
You can’t say because you can’t say
The veil you wear over your face you can’t tear
It’s not yours alone, it’s your ancestors’
It’s not yours alone it’s the whole clan’s
The longing you feel from depths
Too far to measure, you can’t explore
It’s a temptation you must endure
But for how long must you keep yourself caged?
How hard must you try to conform?
How many reforms must you undergo?
Many a time you mean to say no, you say yes
They become electric, and you’re depressed
A façade on, you smile, they’re impressed
You’re doing it for them, and the you(s) to come
It’s a brave path, they say, you nod
But the pain you bear in your heart, you can’t say.
John Otroyin is a Nigerian. His piece came fourth for the NHCP short story competition. He holds a certificate of Creative writing specialization course from Wesleyan university Connecticut (MOOC). His works are on Nantygreens, Kalahari Review, TushStories, and PIN (poets in Nigeria) journal. He is an alumnus of Ake Festival’s Creative Writing and SSDA Hotel Flow Workshop. He writes on nighttalesng.wordpress.com and enjoys being a Countertenor.